In the land there are no tears
It all started with the story of a man who grew up, in a city that was very far from home. A man who is brave and courageous over this life lives every complaint and grievance without exception. But every step is not as smooth as expected and imagined. Maybe I’ve gone too far and ended up in vain because of a narrowing and unscathed life. Honestly, this time I was pounding my heart to know a woman, when before I had never felt anything like this.
The journey of this story began from a friendship, where I was introduced by my friend to this woman, her name is una, a twenty-two-year-old woman in 2022. Everything does happen mediocre, but over time everything happens unusually, whether I am excessive or brazen in thinking about a figure.
At the beginning of the month before the Covid-19 virus, I made several chat calls, including me having regular chats and ended up asking to go out together that night. I see an una as a different and unique woman, among all my chats do not convey well and invite me to start from the pointlessness itself. Or maybe I’m not his type or I hate him. Honestly, I didn’t think that far.
But some of the things I encountered, the more convincing I was of a figure that resembled someone I had liked when I was a child. Her name is Vania a strong woman who fought dengue fever in 2006, the end of which she left this human civilization (died).
The more here and the more confident I am if I see a una then I see a vania that is always attached to every twist of her. Maybe for others my story is nonsense and scientifically baseless. But I still believe and believe all this time that una is a similar figure even though not completely similar. It was precisely from there that I heard a voice when speaking to me that made me think of that figure.
It’s ridiculous and unique, but loving someone for me is a determination and courage in life. Honestly, I took una out to eat and coffee was never achieved, until the time to look forward to arrived, in 2022. It does sound silly and ordinary. But there is a belief that makes you sure of who I am now.
This is not happy news, nor bad news. Actually, on this day I broke the friendship that had been established and ended and the table where to cry, indeed for you this is sad, juju raku also admits it’s sad, because I like him very much and want him to be by my side until the world leaves me.
Author : M Rifki Kurniawan
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